Lost track
Written by ShanI care about you,
Your Friendship matters to me,
You put courage back into me without fear,
I think of you when I think of peer marriages,
You speak those words with such truth,
Then you make me feel shallow,
Unworthy of your love,
Flawed for my lack of faith,
You continually use Deceitful actions,
About your current relations,
Weakness for the ####### male,
Most importantly your words to me,
Perhaps my care was too great,
My expectations too high,
But tonight I lie alone,
Alone to cry,
I know not where to go from here,
Your actions have hurt me so,
I am to blame for your actions,
Or as you explain to me,
I care for you so much,
I hate to lose the good we have,
Yet I continue to lose faith,
In anything that may be,
This message you will never receive,
For I know not what I want,
Perhaps I can re-read,
And it will help me see.