Lost friend
Written by TakaraOnce upon a time we were friends
You told me everything
You shared your thoughts, your dreams
How did that end?
Why won't you talk to me now?
I still want to know
I still worry, still care
Doesn't it show?
I know that you love him now not me
I try to understand
I try to be here for you, a friend
I wonder if you even see me
I feel like I've lost you
My one and only true friend has gone
Swept up in his arms
Forgotten me
I just want to talk to you
I miss you
You flinch away from me
I miss you
I wonder if you notice me
I miss you
I wonder if you even care
4th April 2004 - 9:00pm
First poem in a long time. My thoughts seem too muddled to make any sense of them any more, even in poetic form. I live with this girl and her boyfriend, she's been my best friend for over 7 years, and yet, for the last year, I don't think I've had any clue what's actually going on in her life. I can't force her to talk to me, but I love her, and I miss her.
Takara.