19/11
Written by fabee_babeeLay in bed
stare at the cieling
all discontent
brewds, congealing -
Eyes refuse to see
heart ceases beating
all pain is harboured
all hope is fleeting
How can positive lifeforms exist
How can we live like this
Suicide becomes a resident
in the many minds of me
Stop killing
yourself and me -
stop believing
in reality -
All this is a lie
misconceptions beyond recollection
How can I try to survive
in this darkened era,
I cannot live this life
But can I find something better ?